You glorify the bad parts and forget the rest, a handful of drugs shows it’s been numbing you at best. What a fool you’ve become, always wanting control. What’s this you say of all this love you hold. You claim and claim but never refrain, yet all this regret shows in the end of your days. Still even then you hide it away and just hurt others so you remain safe. Keep doing as you’re doing but soon it will change, all transgression answers to silent pain. Like a parasite it will eat at you away, until you realize that you’re the mistake.